Author: Gareth

I'm in my early thirties and I don't blog half as much as I'd like to. I'm constantly working on fixing this, though nothing ever bloody comes of it. Let's just see how we go...


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Wow, it’s been a while. I am useless. There’s a few things I want to write about in the weeks to come: politics, television, games… But then I always say this and then leave it months before writing anything at all, usually another empty promise of posts to come.

So later on I shall be taking some time to write. And it’ll be up here soon. Days. Not week, not months. I apologise again for the gaps. As you were.

The Struggle

Oh dear. I mean, I know days like today come along. I also know they go. I’ll be fine, but today has been a proper struggle. I feel drained. Physically exhausted. I feel foggy and sore and my eyes are burning. I feel weak and I feel irritable. I’ve been relatively happy; that’s the strangest thing about this stupid disorder. I’m not sad. I’m depressed. I’m having a depressed day. It’ll pass…

…I’m going to start using this blog for more personal posts again, I think. It’s mine, after all. You don’t have to read it. You probably aren’t, are you? I could say “fuck” and nobody would know. FUCK. see? Anyway. As you were.